～我的夏日 幸福决堤～

Long weekend，心血来潮做包子。呵呵。

 

出锅了，黄黄的，不过味道还是不错的。哈哈。

Just a song i found quite impressive from <Gossip Girl> season1 episode7. There's another great song from SUM 41 <speak of devil>, ROCK~

 

With Me

---- SUM 41

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

最近工作很忙，有空就在hers.com.cn游走。早都不记得还有这么个space，对背景音乐<Fly me to the moon>更是完全没有了印象。早上打开自己的space听到这首歌，索性泡了杯咖啡，坐下来。

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

       自从过年回来，我的工作一下子就忙了起来，虽然不至于加班，可也毫不轻松。这两个星期连着on-call，觉得个人时间完全没有了。我其实是幸运的，同组的一个女同事去美国准备生孩子，她刚好可以负责我们这里夜间的时段。白天收到任何服务器的alert，都可以叫同事帮忙解决，晚上又有在美国的同事接手。于是刚开始on-call那个星期，除了好几次吃饭的时候收到alert然后不得不马上跑回家remote去公司的电脑外，其他的时间还是比较轻松。可是自从星期五，美国的同事请了假，便只剩我一个人24小时待命。于是我苦难的生活便开始了。凌晨之前的alert就不提了，姑且还算人道。周六凌晨2点半左右，我突然被短信吵醒，果然又是alert。我赶快爬起来，还好不是什么大问题，坐在电脑前等了差不多10分钟，服务器自己就恢复正常了。我爬回床上，又睡着了。3点40分，又一个alert来了。刚睡着没多久的我，又给吵醒了。这个alert我从来没见过（我见过的本来也没几个），自己在哪那儿弄了半天也没头绪。这个时候已经4点了，我还痛苦挣扎着要不要给同事打电话，打的话打给谁。最好不要打给有老婆孩子的，半夜三更的，连人家家人都打搅--我可能想太多了。于是最后锁定了几个单身的（跟找对象似的）。拨的第一个电话，关机（这人真明智啊）；拨的第二个电话没人接。好在，就在我冥思苦想下一个人的时候，没接电话的那个同事给我回了电话。他声音还算清醒，听了我说的情况后，马上就上网检查。按照我们工作的程序，我们应该马上打电话联络使用我们数据库的application owner。于是我就又开始打电话从日本到香港到处找人，一个电话都没有人接（怎么可能有人在这种时候接电话嘛）这种情况下我们也没办法，然后我同事说，回去睡觉吧，明天要是有问题他们自己就找上门来了。这时候已经5点左右，我早就清醒了。好不容易睡着了，早上8点半又被吵醒了...简直恨不得直接把电脑砸了。

       星期天凌晨，历史重演。公司还是很狡猾的，on-call一个星期只给一天的假期，算是星期六工作给补的假。可是实际上on-call一天跟工作两天一样。我才做了一个星期就觉得自己被卖给公司了。下班哪里也不能去，回家就得抱着电脑。周六周日要出门？省省吧，时不时的alert让你现开电脑的时间都没有。半夜起来工作早上想多睡会儿？别做梦了，早晚各一个报告，就是没睡觉你也得把它弄好。oncall的经历简直就是一部血泪史，而它还要继续上演一个星期。过年前JC同学聚会，别人还问我“你有没有经常加班啊？工作忙不忙啊？” 我还得意的说“我每天6点一到就回家，工作也不忙。”那时候真是无知啊。其实我们周末工作是很平常的。我发现我team lead几乎每天时时刻刻都在线，真是不容易。UNIX warning for unauthorized sudo request is quite interesting: With Great Power there is Great Responsibiliy. 权力越大，要负的责任就越多，都是毕经的过程啊。

It's a holiday season, Christmas and New year.

I found this <fly to the moon> song, very relax and lazy song.

Hope it is suitable for this sunday afternoon.

 

<Australia>

The movie is 2 hours and 45 mins, which i think it's too draggy.

If it's not in a cinema, I believe I would not able to finish watching it.